Fear of Home
You are a people of faith. God has given you faith, or at least he wants to.
There is no reason to be afraid. We can lean on God for faith, hope and love.
Whether you are worried about your "Covid 20" weight gain, or concerned that you cannot take presents to everyone, there is no reason for fear of going home.
If you are still angry about something from home, it's time to let that anger go.